From struggling in my business for years to being unable to let go of control in my (love) life - I was completely stuck in my masculine energy. I felt like I had to do more, be more, and chase love instead of allowing it to come to me effortlessly.

I always had this certain picture in my mind of what a “feminine woman” should look like.
And I never felt like I fit that picture or was "feminine enough."

Until I realized that being a woman has many aspects. I had to let go of that rigid image and stop trying to "be" a woman -
and instead, come back into my body and focus on FEELING like a woman.

Over the last few years, I’ve been on a journey of healing my relationship with the masculine.
Ever since leaving my long-term partner, I had to not only learn how to be on my own and embrace being a happy, fulfilled single woman - but also heal my deep feminine wounds.

Subconsciously, I was always afraid of the masculine, ever since childhood.
I couldn't truly connect with the men in my family, and I always had a wall around my heart,
protecting myself from potential hurt.

And yet, I craved so deeply to surrender to a man, to heal my wounds, and to find peace within myself.

I longed to come home to my feminine essence.

I craved to finally let go and melt into the arms of a healthy, grounded masculine energy.
I wanted to be met on a deep level—instead of playing the role of the coach or mother in a relationship.

I always knew that a deep, nourishing, and conscious relationship was possible.
Even when people told me I was “crazy” or that my expectations were “too high,” I refused to settle for anything less. I felt it in every cell of my body that my dream man was out there.

(But first, I had to learn to say NO to toxic behaviors and low standards. That was a wild journey.)